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> Thursday, March 26, 2009
i don't understand why some people can talk about efficiency when their cases are piled up as high as mount everest and they are busy petting their pets in pet society.

Neither do i understand why some people can talk as loud as thunder, laugh like hyenah and eat like they're at an eat-all-you-can competition and can get away with it and when we do so occasionally, we get the "i've heard from others that you all.... " kind of crap. It's not as if i've not heard louder chattering in this place. Well, different mouth has got different privilege. Maybe the quickest mouth to do the ratting gets the special treatment.

Finally, I don't understand why we must be the toiletbowls of those who can't keep these shit to themselves.

There are more things that happened that i do not understand. I just cannot type out every single thing that happened. Reading is not believing. Nobody else will understand this better than the 5 of us who go through this like a routine.

All the things arrowed towards us just because we have 3 temps in the team (but that only makes us a small team of 5) and perceived to be very free. I believe the amount of workload regardless of whichever team is equal. Why do some people complain and whine endlessly about having no time to finish their work and yet have so much time on hand to spy on how free others are and do some ratting?

Then are we to say that the Gate of Hell open especially early this year and the good friends finish up the work for us?

I might understand their underhand behaviour if there's a payrise or award of commendation for it. But no. perhaps some secret desire to get promoted for that. Psychologists are not here for nothing.

The 1st time i heard of this kind of unconstructive comments was 20 days after i started working there. How hard it is for these people to keep their foul mouth shut. Subsequently, every few weeks. Never before in my 19 years of life have I talked in this manner. It's quite a cruel truth to recall how cheery i used to be and how i allow these unworthy people to take the smile off. I thank them for discovering this side of me and enlightening me. Just when i thought I should start blogging about happy issues like before.

Thank goodness today is thursday. tmr is friday. and the day after is saturday.
Now I am counting down to weekends. I'm now holding 3 jobs, working 7 days/week. But none tires me out more than this.

Soon I'll resort to counting down to my days left in this no-transparency, no-democracy company.




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